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holla!!! hahah. its been weeks since ive last update my blog. so much happened for the last few weeks. not much of up but mostly down moments but i make it through. anyway, baby bought me a new samsung red digital camera for my birthday which is btw on the 28 of oct but she got too excited and gave it to me 3 weeks b4 my bday. hw uncanny is that mann?? anyway, i love it.

im updating again, this time with lots of pictures! :)

i look like a nerd :) heehe.
katie cat!!
last wed after work, we went to break fast together and bought a book and played arcade!!
fun fun fun!

NURUL AIN!
this was yesterday before we went to Arab street.

we met fifa and jannah at Arab st and break fast together. then we went to geylang and shop! heehe.

this was on Sunday after work. i treat sheila O' on super dog for dinner :)
hmm... this was taken long time ago at Clark quey.


i wore heels on that day!~

breaking down.

im insecure with my relationship with kak. i have been avoiding checking her hp for any mgs or anything. i try to control my self and trust her but just yesterday i was really upset. i waited for her to finish work for 4.5 hrs after work till 1030 and i stand in front of thai express waiting for her to come towards me and maybe give me a hug but she walked pass and turned around and asked me to walk to her. trying to avoid to be seen from her colleague. i dint know why she dint want her friends to see her with me together in action. it just makes my heart break. when i asked her, she said she was shy. i think she's embarrass of me and dnt want anyone she know to see her with me. its sad but true. i don't think I'm this Strong to take this pressure. i just checked her facebook, wish is the only profile she has online and honestly, ive always avoided checking her facebook cuz ill always get jealous or hurt everytime i read her comments. im tearing now. i cnt help my self. im insecure. i checked and i saw a few comments from kokiss G.K . i have no idea who she is but by her comments, kak have been commenting her first and by the way she comment kak, kak did msg her. i don't know what to do. i cnt control my feelings. is she cheating on me?

pls..if u happen to read this post. i really want to know the truth. pls do tell me everything. i dont know whats happening with us. i always act as if im happy but i really am hiding lots of emotions from you. i dont want u to be angry at me when u see me cry. i don want u to think im not grown up. i dont want u to say ' grow up lah eka!' . just so u know, i am trying to grow as fast as i can.

someone, pls help my poor broken heart.

mylife is a wreck.

My life is a wreck now. I'm so stressed up with exams coming up.. i cant study! every time i open my book i dnt feel like it. i have to be more discipline. i don't know whats happening to me. can somebody give me a shout out and tell me what is happening. i need to focus. i need help. i need some one to push me to the limit. i need it badly. i don't know whats happening to me. i think my body contain a lot of vitamin M. I'm like a lost goat. hahaaha. I'm working tomorrow and i just hate my job. i am bored with my life. i want a drastic change now! i want something interesting to do. I'm bored with my life!

blah blah blah

yesterday was her off day so we went to eat sushi buffet at jurong when mira text me that she wanna pierce. baby was like " i want to pierce too!" so she msg mira using my hp giggling away, i could not be bother with her and eat alllll the way!! ahaah. we ate like a lot! hahah. after that we went hm and sleep until about 630 then we went to orchard road :)

sorry i dnt reply ur msg mira, kikkak changed her mind and i was sleeping. sooo sooo sorry. anyway,we went there and wanted to buy baby a new t-shirt but could not find the right one for her. its so tedious when it comes to her t-shirt ;

• i dont like the material


• i dont like the design


• i dont like the colour


• its too big


• its too long


• nahhh


• i wont waste my money on this t-shirt

blah blah blah....

she goes on and on! i cnt take it!!!!

hahhaha.

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heyyyy heyyy heyyyy!
ive gt a tag board BUT its at the bottom of the page!
how the hell am i gonna bring it up?? can somebody tellll me!!!??!!
aiyooooo...

colour

holla!!!

holla!!!!! im updating again!

i miss amal! i know its random but i miss him.

oh welllllll..... i went to work just nw and i cnt help but feeling tired and sleepy alllll the wayyy! i just dnt feel lyk working! i dont know why! anyway... i manage to gather some COLOURFUL pictures! hahahahahha.....

check it out yawl!!

im a rockstar~!

colour

I LOVE COLOURS! bright colours to be exact! i dont know why but it makes me go weeeee~ when i see them! i will go awed when i see so many colours in one picture.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!

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CALL ME WIRED FOR ALL I CARE! I LOVE COLOURS!

whats happening?

im so stressed up. i dont know whats gonna happen next. im so screwed. my olevels are next mth and im not even half way through my revision. work work work all day long! this is the first time i work only 3 days per week! i miss kelly ho soo much but she dnt even msg me, oh well. i guess she forgot about me. hmm..people come and go i guess. she didnt even tell me that last last friday was her last day. :( working is no fun w/o her. nurul's quitting soon which adds on to my small broken heart. i am meeting shafiiq later in th evening to study and im gg make full use of this opportunity. i am gonna make sure im gg cover at least 3 chapter with him. i dont know if i wanna continue tuition wit fifa,i mean. its all fun which is good but i dont really find its effective.Firstly, its at the burger king at west mall for GOODNESS sake! and its soo noisy and i cant concentrate and the teacher! shes fro china, she freakking clever and all but i cnt really understand when she teaches me. i mean her English is not fluent and its hard for me to catch what shes trying to teach but i salute her kind effort. :) i made scrap book on the net and i spent 4 hrs doing it and mastering the tools! hahhaha.

look!

updating.....

i haven been updating for a long time, have i? oh well, busy busy busy! i have been through lots of changes in my life since i last updated. hmm... i bought my self a holga on my pay day. honestly, i am not sure how to use it. im still under learning tho. im sure im gonna get it right this time. My first reaction when i tore the crispy plastic wrapper of the holga package was "manual!" like omg! i am gonna have a hard time learning on how to use the functions and how to operate it, seriously. its been a week since i bought it and im getting to know my holga better and im lovin' it! :) and baby bought herself a diana f+ camera also from lamography. i went to bukit gombak park and capture the moment with my plastic lens friend! and at work i saw this hot hot hotie!!

last night, my gf slept over my house and its our 9th mth! heehe. wonderful isnt it? you have no idea how much we have gone trough together. We slept at 3am and woke up at 1 in the afternoon! we went to habib to eat lunch, i know what's going through your train of thoughts! "shes not fasting?? wasnt she embarrassed??" honestly, yes! i was embarrassed! but baby gotta eat so i have to follow! then we took bus number 77 from bukit batok bus interchange and wanted to alight at bugis cuz baby wants to go to lassel but the bus drove pass the botanic garden and we gave each other a stare and smiled. we ended up at the botanic garden.

we took tons of pictures with baby's new camera but i forget to bring my plastic lens friend along so it was a bummer for me. :(

i took it with my hp camera!

wonderful isnt it?

dont ask me why!!!

candid!!!

i find this place scary.

the lady in white!

stupid face!

hahahahhahahahhahahaha.

i know the pictures are boring!

its getting better! believe me!

better??

ok ok!! its still boring! i know! hahaah.

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love my red hat!

red hat!!

smile!

thats her new camera!

this is so tedious! i have to resize my picture from photo bucket and copy to this page! urgh!

haaha! she looks so gay!

in the toilet!

red hat and green grass!

candid~

love the green green grass!

haahaa!

<3

PICTURE OF THE DAY!!

i love this picture!

candid!

Then we went to art friend at bugis and went to vivo where baby bought herself a hat at Zara which looks good on but her and myself!!! and she sent me home!

her new hat!

we look so goofy!

i love that hat!

goofy!!!

am i hot or what!!!!!????